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Peter Hale ([personal profile] burnedwolf) wrote2014-08-23 10:58 pm
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AU with [personal profile] drawnhere - After the fire

 [Peter only half focuses on the fear he feels from Jordan. His mate has a dangerous job, sometimes he gets scared and Peter learned to ignore these for the sake of his leftover sanity. Though this time it goes on and gets more intense, it isn't just a scare. It's more than that.

The wolf swallows and moves from the couch to quickly get his clothes, just to check out what can it be. And then he feels his whole body burning.

Burning.

Peter's knees almost give out at the overwhelming sensation and it takes him a second to realize it's not him. It's Jordan. He hesitates before he finally moves again, because if this means what he thinks it does, he's not sure if he's ready. But his body practically moves without his will and he's out of the house in no time.

As Peter runs he tries to cling to what he can feel through the bond, just to lose it. For a second. There is nothing there... and Peter feels his mind shutting down. He's only half aware that he's running and the next thing he knows he's opening the door of Derek's loft with too much force. Peter barely knows why he's actually here, but then he spots Jordan and he's wondering if this is real of not.]

Jordan..?
drawnhere: ([emote] eyes closed)

[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-23 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[The Sheriff was reluctant to let him go unchecked after beating Haigh at the station but what could the hospital do? Jordan lived after being burned alive, there was nothing the hospital could find except that he needed a shower. It was Stiles that suggested he go to Derek's and see if the other Hale knew what he was.

The daze lifted after his shower, when he washed the ash and burned plastic from his skin. He was alive. He borrowed clothes from Derek and was fresh and clean and surrounded by people he only knew in passing. It was a relief when Peter was there, just what he was waiting for.]


Peter. [He goes straight for his mate, needing him.]
drawnhere: ([emote] thinking things)

[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-23 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[He wraps his arms tightly around Peter, clutching his hands in the back of Peter's shirt. He's trembling a little, scared and relieved at the same time.]

Haigh tried to kill me. He burned me alive. [And he lived but he remember every second of the flames licking at him, eating him, destroying him and killing him. He remembered dying.] I don't know how I lived.
drawnhere: ([emote] talking)

[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-23 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't, not right now, please. I need you. [He didn't care that they had an audience. Right now, he needed Peter to feel safe. Peter would never let anyone take him. He would kill to protect him. He's safe here.]

I'm alive. [He presses a hand over Peter's heart. His mate is alive, he's alive.]
drawnhere: ([emote] look down)

[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-23 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't except him. He's not an assassin. He was a fellow deputy. Why shouldn't I trust him? [That's what hurt him the most that another deputy was the one to catch him and try to kill him. The betrayal hurt almost as much as the flames consuming him.]

Derek doesn't know what I am. I don't think I need to stay. [He would be okay with leaving and being alone with Peter. If there was something he needed to know they could tell him later. He wants to be with his mate.]
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[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-23 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
He's not a good example of it. [He leans into Peter's touch, his eyes fluttering closed for a moment. It feels so good to be comforted. He needed this.]

[Derek, Scott and Lydia are pretending not to watch the two of them but he can feel them trying to listen to the conversation between them. He appreciates their help and trying to comfort him but really there's only Peter who can fully make him feel better. Peter, his mate, is what he needs.]

Please. [He nods his goodbyes to Scott and company before he follows Peter, staying close to his side.]
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[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-23 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[He whimpers against Peter's mouth and clutches his shirt tightly. He thought of Peter in his last moments, how his mate would feel him burning, feel him go and would he be okay? He wished he could say goodbye and tell Peter it would be okay.]

That sounds like a good plan. [He let's Peter drag him away again. He's ready to go home and be safe with Peter. He's not sure what his mate wants to do but it doesn't matter he needs to be with him.]
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[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-24 12:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know, Peter. I don't. I died in that fire but I came back and woke up in the burned out care. [It was a shock waking up. Jordan had staggered away and instantly only thought about revenge, getting Haigh and beating the shit out of him. He didn't think about anything else but that.]

It's why they sent me to Derek because they thought he might know what I am. [He doesn't know. No one seems to know. Jordan doesn't know what to do about this new knowledge.] I survived being burned alive. I don't know what that means.
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[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-24 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm alive. Everything says I'm alive. My heart's still beating, my hair and nails grew back. I'm alive. [He has to be alive. He has to. He can't be dead. He came back in that car. He doesn't know how or why but he did and he's alive.]

They don't trust you but I wanted to call you. [He reaches over and wraps his hand around Peter's wrist.] I wanted you but I wasn't in the right mind for a long time.

Take me home and shower with me. Be with me.
drawnhere: ([emote] grim determination)

[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-24 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I think so. I haven't looked to see if all my scars are the same. [Peter's grip is a little too much but he can live with it. It reminds him he's alive after all.]

You might want to try and earn their trust. [He makes the suggestion partially as a joke. He knows Peter doesn't care about trust. He especially doesn't care about the other packs trust.] I would've called for you. I wouldn't let them keep me from you.

I'll talk to my boss later so he knows. [He knows Peter will need time together and he's fine with that. He needs it too, time away from work to figure out what he is.]
drawnhere: ([emote] eyes closed)

[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-24 09:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[Being home with Peter makes Jordan feel safe at last. It's a little foolish to think nothing can hurt them here but it's home.]

They wouldn't keep me from calling you. They wouldn't. [He would tell Peter to stop being paranoid but right now he wouldn't. This isn't the time to argue with him.] I'm here now.

That sounds like a great idea. [He takes a hold of Peter's hips and guides him towards their bedroom and the shower. He refuses to shower alone. He wants Peter with him.] I want to wear something of yours after.
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[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-24 09:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Make something. I'm not really in the mood for strangers coming around. [He's reassured by Peter's presence and the familiar surroundings. He doesn't want unknown people coming to bother them. It's just them tonight.

He takes his clothes off and all traces of ash are gone but of course the scent of smoke still lingers. He'll need a nice long showers to get rid of it.]
I think it should just be you and me. Okay?
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[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-24 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[In the shower Jordan curls up against Peter, resting his head against his chest. The water is nice but Peter's presence is better. He never wants to go through this experience again. He never wants to face fire like that again.]

Aren't you lucky that didn't change? [It might be easier to handle if he can joke about it but he doubts it.]
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[personal profile] drawnhere 2014-08-24 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[The most healing thing he's felt is Peter taking care of him. Jordan closes his eyes and lets Peter take care of him. It makes him feel alive, cared for and whole.]

I know. I know you love me. [Right now, he's so grateful for it. Going through this alone would be the worst feeling in the world.] I'm so sorry you had to feel that, what happened to me. I'm so sorry.

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